to much…
dont ever give to much of yourself to anyone because in the end it will just end up getting thrown right back in your face!!!
HARD ?
I like to think I’m hard, no feeling, unemotional, but in the closed quarters of my room and mind is where all the feelings coming seeping through. Its where I’m most vulnerable, I”m sensitive, emotional, loving, a dreamer. Here is where i envision all the things i want and i know i can have. But why when i step outside of my room all that seems impossible. I put up a front that everything is good and I’m not really scared to death of all the outcomes, possibilities, failures, opportunities that are out there. How do I crush this fear i have?
“always on my mind”
Day and night your always on my mind. I try to keep my mind off you but no matter what i try and do to get you off someway, somehow you are always on it. Don’t know what you did to me, but u got me and i cant let go.
At the bottom of her heart, however, she was waiting for something to happen. Like shipwrecked sailors, she turned despairing eyes upon the solitude of her life, seeking afar off some white sail in the mists of the horizon. She did not know what this chance would be, what wind would bring it her, towards what shore it would drive her, if it would be a shallop or a three-decker, laden with anguish or full of bliss to the portholes. But each morning, as she awoke, she hoped it would come that day; she listened to every sound, sprang up with a start, wondered that it did not come; then at sunset, always more saddened, she longed for the morrow.
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| — | Gustave Flaubert (via venebelle) |
